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it's time to write not in russian
enought
i fed up with cyrillic
i want to speak the other way
not correct, not nice, not at all
but speak
so
so-o...
all i have, i give
all i had, i had given
but i'm giving
jetzt
jeder
aller naselang
Tag für Tag
i don't have anymore 'cause there are nothing wich can give me something
and
well well well
let's admit it!
i'm tired!
yes, i'm definetely tired
i confuse Werktag und Wohenende
Montag und Sonntag
english und deutsch
oooh, i'm done
i've lost my place and my attachments
i doooo not want to live like this
i don't live
i'm dying
there are no way to survive
and i know it
know it very well

hah
wery
wwwery
i remember you
where are you
what are you
who is with you
are you happy now
i remember i loved you sometime
so long ago but why i'm sure
noone knows
why do i remember you
are you hiccuping right now?
funny.
but it's not important anymore
now i have other aims
and another... views maybe

but look
the older i become
the more stupid i become

if you want to structure your thoughts
try to think in other language
i've tried
and what?
nothing
no-thing!
it meams i have no thoughts
no things to strurcure
alas
it's... quite sad.

but i know that i'll continue this strange and almost useless doing
i'll die soon but not to go away
if i started i will finish it
and finish the right way

but i have no force
und keine Lust zu Englisch und Russisch schrieben

ich will sterben
then you said it's so calm and pretty



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@темы: don't lesen